Hi All, Oh dear, we all seem to be having down days at the moment! I seem to be on the verge of tears most of the time, silly really as I am definitely starting to feel a little better after my first TH. It's been a long 10days!! I can't say that the 'why me' scenario has been on my mind, quite the opposite - I just feel guilty. I feel I should have found it earlier, should have done more exercise, lost weight, drunk less etc etc.these things just buzz round and round my brain particularly when I am feeling rubbish. Sorry to rant on but it is nice to have an outlet that doesn't mind/ understands. Thats it, enough moaning! The sun is now out and the blossom is coming and we all have the summer to look forward to when all this awful chemo will be over. A friend who has been through it all says that this is definitely the worse part and we are nearly out the other side! Take care all xxxx
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