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12-08-2016
04:06
Shelly I am so over the moon for you, that is such great news, Im afraid it's not such great news for me, well it's bad but good news, I have breast cancer, but the majority is pre cancerous and a few cells going into cancer, I am having an MRI within the next two weeks and then will be booked in for a lumpectomy and then either chemo or radiotherapy when we know more. I am in shock but I'm going to try and take each step as it comes. Xxx
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12-08-2016
05:48
Wishing you so much luck too Shelly, I did the worst but best thing and had a lot of drinks with a very close friend last night, it was so nice not to be worried sick until now. I've just woken up and I'm instantly terrified but I'm going to stay positive for us both. Please let me know how you get on and I will do the same. Sending nothing but positive vibes for us both xxxxx
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10-08-2016
05:44
I can laugh a little right now because predictive text just changed Shelly to smelly!!! I'm so sorry!!! 😂 😂 😂 😂
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10-08-2016
05:43
Thank you Jo, that means a lot, I have been speaking to people on my anxiety group who went through the same after having a baby and their lumps were blocked ducts or fibrous tissue, I am just hoping that this is the case for me, In the last 6 months I have even pregnant, given birth, breast fed, stopped breast feeding, and I've gone back on the pill, I am just trying to hold on to the fact these lumps could be hormonal, it doesn't stop me from being terrified and I'm loosing my mind that this feeling just won't go away, I feel so sick, tired, like I want to eat like I don't want to eat, like I want to cry like I want to scream, I just don't know what to do with myself 😢 I woke at 2am this morning and sat over my babies cot sobbing my heart out, ive never been so scared in my life. Smelly my appointment is at 10.20 on Friday morning so luckily an early one so I can get it done and know what the hell is going on. When do your results come through? I'm keeping everything crossed for us both. This limbo is just the worst place to be xxx
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10-08-2016
01:33
Thank you for messaging back Shelly, I really hope everything is ok for you, please let me know how you get on too, the worst thing is being in limbo and not knowing, my head won't stop wurring. I'm 28 and sickeningly just over a year ago my best friend was diagnosed at the same age as I am now, luckily after a lumpectomy and a few months of radio therapy and now on tomoxofen she is doing amazingly but I just can't get my head around the fact that this could be happening to me too. I'm doing all I can to stay busy over the next few days, nighttime is the worst right now when I wake and have time to think xx
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09-08-2016
10:10
I've been to the breast clinic a few times before for my left breast and it's always come back as fibrous tissue, I had my son nearly 5 months ago and had to stop breast feeding when he was 8 weeks old. Recently I have noticed a fibrous area in my right breast but with a few lumps that just didn't feel right so I got a referral. The appointment took a turn I have never experienced when I was given a mammogram and two biopsies, one of an area in my breast and one of a lymph node. The doctor was honest and says that she thinks it is cancer but it looks small. I am going out of my mind, I suffer with health anxiety so as you can imagine this is just the worst thing for me to be faced with. I feel sick to my stomach and am struggling to keep my thoughts straight, I'm so scared incase she is wrong and it's worse than she thinks. I'm a new mum, I can't deal with this 😢
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