Hi Everyone, I have just had the first planning meeting about my forthcoming Radiotherapy and I am now feeling quite depressed. At the consultation with my Oncologist last week, he said that because it was too risky to carry on with the Chemotherapy (due to Peripheral Neuropathy), he would set the ball rolling for the Radiotherapy. He said that it would be like a walk in the park compared to the Chemotherapy and briefly mentioned that I may have some burning feeling in the area as well as feeling tired for a while but nothing else. When I saw the Radiologist today, she explained a bit about the procedure and then said that it was on my notes that it had been explained to me about the side effects - both the short term and permanent ones! None of the permanent stuff had been talked about before and I was quite shocked to know that there may be permanent ones! The radiologist was not in a position to tell me about them and said that it should be explained by the Oncologist. She did let me see the pink 'Consent' form that she wanted me to sign though and that listed them - Lymphadema, Radiotherapy Induced Cancer, Scarred Lungs and Heart Trouble were some of them. As the Oncologist wasn't in until next Monday, the Radiologist offered to defer the meeting until next week so that I could have a consultation with him but I have been so anxious about today and to have it deferred another week would have been too much as I had been building up for today - what else would the Oncologist say anyway apart from what I saw on the pink consent form! I need to have the Radiotherapy and therefore have to sign the form in the end but it worries me about the permanent side effects and if they are really anything to be concerned about in the first place or whether they are just listed as a matter of principle. It has been left at the moment that I have now had the CT scan and the three Tattos and I have been given a set of dates for the 15 days of Radiotherapy starting on 1st March, but I still haven't actually signed the consent form - whether they forgot to follow it up and ask me after the scan, or that they want me to sign it at a pre-radiotherapy meeting in a couple of weeks. I am feeling (yet again) that I had been rushed by the Oncologist without everything being explained properly. My last consultation was more about why he thought it best to stop the Chemo and the Radiotherapy part was just a little informal chat at the end. Can someone give me a bit of consoling support about the permanent side effects and whether they are something to be worried about? Jo xx
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