Hi, I'm very new to the forum and haven't really posted before. I'm HER2 +, grade 3, stage 2/3 with 2 nodes involved. Treatment has gone well, I respond very well to chemo, had the new drug pertuzumab added to my regime and have recently finished radiotherapy. However I'm really really struggling, I can't seem to think about anything else- I know my reoccurrence risk is very high and I just assume it's going to happen. I imagine ever ache/pain/slight cough is cancer. How do you all face the future with positivity? I have a 4 year old and every time I look at him it breaks my heart he might have to grow up without a mummy. I know I should be enjoying my time more and worrying is not going to make thing different, I'm just really struggling- any advice gratefully received xx
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