Hiya Steph. Well good job you and schummi researched Diep as i went in and said i want a DIEP and your story was what inspired me to research it and then Schummi confirmed it for me. I read a lot about rejected and failed implants and a girl at work had a later reconstruction with the muscle from her back. Looked good and she was also happy but it was with an implant and i wanted natural tissue. I had a friend whos now passed away; but she had one of the early DIEP. Never knew what it was called but she was pleased with loosing her belly fat 15 odd years ago. I remember her saying how painful it was and she wouldn't do it again. Thats why i was glad to speak to you and Schummi here cause i don't think it was as bad as i thought and im loving my flat tummy and new boob. I would certainly not entertain a wait and see approach. You were given early diagnosed for a reason; thankfully and if i found any cancer in the ither breast, it would be masectomy using my bum as you can't take from your tummy again. As for HRT, i thought I'd kill people if they took away my HRT, so i had to convince my self on a alternative. As i said i take HTP5 instead of antidepressants and they are brilliant before bedtime. My HRT alternative was Cannabis oil from Amazon. CBD brothers oil capsule which is legal as it has no high in it. I originally bought them to stop the cancer. Well it worked in a different way for me. It helped me sleep, therefore not waking up and sweating, and helped the pain in my knee. I do get hot at night, especially with all those pillars ect but i sleep through getting my sleep patern back. Remember we were woken up every half hour to check the boob. I found it hard initially to get my sleep patterns back. I also have heard that red clover oil helps but I've not tried it. I also take in the morning the L CARNITINE and the alpha Lipoic acid which is best in the morning. Its cellular protection and is supposed to help with healthy cell renewal, which i read about on some nutrition thread on here. I do get hot but i now sleep all night. I used to take HRT and vaginal oestrogen cream too. Ill miss that one when im active again. Lol hugs to all
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