Yes it is scary that opinions as to course of treatment differ so much. Very hard for people who are like rabbits in headlights to think of a 2nd opinion but I had a devastating cancer misdiagnosis 25 years ago ie was treated for agressive bone cancer age 19 - 6 rounds of awful chemo, leg amputation and much more only to find it was benign after it all so my trust is somewhat non-existent! Both times I've been knocked for 6 with side effects from the chemo but this time with a raft of drugs we just about keep the puking at bay and the bone pain manageable although on days 3 and 5 have to take some oromorph. It is very tricky as everyone reacts so differently but also the regimes vary hugely. I was well miffed with a certain BBC journalist doing live broadcasts from chemo making out she breezed in and out of work for chemo, the cold cap is a doddle and swishing her blond hair around!!! So I vlogged last cycle as well on my blog to show my reality in case anyone's interested it's www.carryoncancer.blogspot.co.uk I prefer to know the worst case scenario then anything better is a bonus! I tried to take the other approach after the sentinel node biopsy i.e. Only 1 in 3 find it's metastasised to the lymphs so I thought right I'm going to be in the 2 in 3 where it hasn't....wrong! And I was gutted whereas if I'd expected it to be it wouldn't have come as such a shock. Hope you're all managing 'ok'. I'm day 12 post chemo now so feeling quite well (although quite knackered and annoyingly breathless all the time! Anyone else??) MRI tomorrow, stitches out where they removed my infected Hickman line and preassessment for my PICC line fitting next week. Vicki x
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