Hi Anniej, I'm glad you are doing well, I'm looking forward to seeing my grandkids growing up too, I have one due in a couple of weeks. I appreciate your support and it gives me hope that I can get through this. CK, thank you for liking my name, pili pala is Welsh for butterfly, and I'm hoping to be set free from cancer one day, just like a butterfly from its cocoon. I hope it goes well for you on Wednesday, I wish you luck and will be thinking of you. I'll be going next Tuesday myself. I suppose it is natural to have ups and downs, I'm just finding it hard as I switch so often in a day. I suffer with my mental health as it is and all this worrying is making things worse. I'd rather start chemo asap so I can get it over and done with then I can put this whole thing behind me. It will be another milestone I have conquered!
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