Hi there been busy having meltdowns last few days ....yes I'm emotional too because finished rads and started tamoxifen too. Still sinking in finished active treatment....what a slog it's been and like you have all said it's kind of sad because you realise there's a long way to go before we will feel fully physically and emotionally well ......kind of sadness amongst the happiness. Crying on and off all time ( changing antidepressants because clash with tamoxifen too)Though today has been a good day and feeling more positive as have just realised how much better I am walking round park compared to a month ago when I really struggled with breathlessness and back pain post chemo. So there is light at the end of this tunnel! And we will get there when we are ready! ( for those on rads my skins just bit sore and was bit tired bit it all went fine its easy after chemo!)Scan tomorrow to follow up something from previous scan...hopefuly will be ok! Trying not to think had all treatment even if it isn't! You have all reassured me I'm normal in view of how you all feeling too. I think everyone gets fed up of me and my cancer issues at home....so it's nice to get it off chest( forgive the pun) on here xx Paloma glad your lump is ok Amy good luck tomorrow. And shocked weight loss that's fantastic.ive put almost 2 stone on! ....will be on that weight loss mission too.....after my weekend off first ... xx
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