Hi Ann-m Ocean is right you've had a shock so your reaction is natural. Have to admit I turned to Dr Google when i was first diagnosed but i soon stepped back. I found a few ladies on the forum who were about to have their operation, the same as me so we were able to share experiences, it was nice. I found out last Friday that i need an MRI of my neck as i may have a nerve impairment somewhere. I spent most of yesterday arguing with my manager that i'll need time off for this procedure. When his manager found out he hit the roof, and told me to take as much time as i need. Then this morning, like you Ann, it hit me what if it's cancer !!! !!! Just when i thought the emotional rollercoaster was slowing down, it's sped up again. Like Ocean says " We are all allowed to have bad days, so sometimes it can help just to go with, it does pass." signed Rox (working at home in bed, today XX)
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