I was diagnosed with stage 1 Breast Cancer August 2009, had the op and readiotherapy, and was put on Letrozole Noveber 2009. I was prescribed Legtrozole and took it until March 2017. I was given no indication of the side efffects when put on the drug. Slowly the side effects started to build up and I went from an active woman horse riding,canoeing, walking ,photography,yoga, driving long distances, gardening, and Fund raiser , until in March 2017 I ended up wreck. Always been a competent driving I started to feel nerviouse with out any apparent reason. My eyes became very sensitive to light and, felt as if my eye bals were too big for the sockets. They became extremely drey and I had to give up wearing my contact lenses, which I had worn for at least 25 year. A vist to my GP was met with the advice that they would improve when the weather changed???. I was putting drops in about every hour and limited the amount of driving I could do. Then the panic attacks started and I found I was racing around a shop to get out and seek sanctuary in my car. I give up horse riding, when the horse tried to throw me and roll on me. I belived because my anxiety was being transferred to the horse. I loved walking in the hills until ond day I set out and my limbs felt so rigid I feared I would not get back to my car. When I ceased the drug on medical advice I spent two weeks on a sofa hardly able to walk because of the acute pain all over my body. I would burst in to tears for no reason. After 8 years the phrase Super Menopause and Brain Fog appeared in the medical conversation. I had twice asked my GP if I was starting with dementia, his reply was "I have alwasy beeen able to undersatand you. A none answer. I have been on a Mystery Tour, a Roller Coaster of Medical Knowledge that they didnt seem to want to share with me. Well 10 months down the line and having been sign posted to the Snowdrop Centre for Talking Therapy and neck and upper body massage, I am now feeling like a human being. I am nowhere the same person I was 8 years ago. OK so some will say that the diagnosis of cancer does that to you, but I believe that the drug has changed my personality it made me incapable of making rartional decisions and took me into a very dark place. But I am fighting back one day at a time, and making my life worth while, small steps. I had faced up to the diagnoseis of cancer and been positive because everything had been explaned very clearly to me , but regarding the drug Letrozole it was as if no one wanted to warn me of the side effects so I could be prepared and not suffer the frightening experence that it turned out to be.. I take termeric golden milk which has helped in healing my broken spirit and body. Wishing everone the peace and love to over come and complegte the jouney on Letrozole.
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