I have hardly slept a wink and had terrible night sweat when I did sleep. I'm 40 this year. I was initially told, when I went for the scans and biopsy that they were not concerned about the presentation and feel of the lump and they strongly thought it was a fibroanoma. So for 2 weeks I was relieved thinking it was going up be confirmed. Yesterday the first thing the surgeon told me what he had a 'nasty surprise'. I have grade 3, 2 cm bc lump oestrogen neg and progesterone neg and we are just waiting her2 results. We are waiting for me to have my next period so I can have an MRI and surgery to remove lump at the end of May. Possible chemo and radio later on. The news hit me like a nuclear bomb. I couldn't hear what they were saying. I asked lots of questions. I'm trying to be hopeful and it's good to read comments on this forum. I feel sick and my heart is beating like mad. I can't stop crying.
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