Hi Sonia, I'm sorry you haven’t had any further replies. I do think that as people start to move forward they use the support forums less. I’m struggling to move on just yet as I’ve found the emotions post treatment very difficult. People mention PTSD and I think that’s a good description but in a mild form. At times I feel numb about things and others I’m as upset as I was going through treatment. Ive started talking to a counsellor again which I think will take some time but feel it will help. Straight after treatment I thought I should be back to normal and rushed into everything, counselling, courses etc almost to prove to myself and others I was trying everything I could to get over it. Needless to say it didn’t work as I wasn’t ready. I met a lovely lady at a Moving Forward course, 8 weeks post treatment who told me this was too soon. She was over 12 months post treatment. She kept telling me to put everything on hold for a year as I wasn’t ready, how right she was!! That could be very true for you too. The shock and enormity of it can hit at any time and perhaps some help would be what you need for now. Take care of yourself xx
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