Hey everyone, Firstly, you're all doing amazingly. This whole situation is crap no matter what positive mindset you have and eventually it wears us all down. I finished chemo a few weeks back. I then caught the husband's latest viral bug and ended up in hospital with a temperature of 41°C. Get through all that and a pesky bug knocks me down!! I'm all recovered from that and will start radiotherapy on Tuesday. 18 sessions, one a day except weekends. I'm also starting to miss the chemo. I knew it was blasting whatever was left and now that has gone I keep thinking, it'll be back now. Stupidly though, what gets me down is my hair. Don't get me wrong, I'm not at all a girly girl and I wasnt overly attached to it because it was static and unstylable most of the time! However, it's the most obvious reminder that I'm still here, fighting, trying to get on with life, feeling crap about the world, trying to build a life for my boy and yet feeling mega pissed off this even happened to me. To any if us. Tomorrow is a new day. It's still a windy, rainy day but it's another one we are getting up for and telling this crappy disease to do one. You're all superstars, and I thank each and every one of you. Lots of love xx
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