Thank you both for the advice. I did end up going back to bed but only as I was so tired 🙈 I only dozed for about 15 minutes and then got up! I have read up on BC and the treatments and how treatable it can, I'm not dismissing that but it is still a scary thought. I work alongside some incredibly brave women who have been been through breast cancer, one who has defied doctors thoughts and is still here 7 years later when they said she wouldn't be alive after 3. I wish I didn't feel so anxious, I have anxiety but this has heightened it so much more! I think it's more the fear of the unknown which is making me anxious, the incredibly long wait hasn't helped it's been almost 9 weeks since I found it and the referral was sent through as urgent. This time tomorrow I will know either way though I am aware if they need to do a biopsy I won't find out for another couple of weeks but at least I will have kind of an idea of the cause of it. I'm waffling again. Thanks for the support, it's definitely helped me focus.
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