Dear Shera83, Btw, Shera happens to be my all-time favourite cartoon from the 80s, love that name. I completely understand the heightened anxiety. I myself went through something similar two months ago, and I was a total puddly mess most of the time. We always think the absolute worst, maybe its something within us trying to cushion any potential negative blow or maybe its just plain fear. In any case, try and take care of yourself in the meantime. Try to rest, and eat well and get that sunlight into your body. If anything, tell yourself it only helps shore strength and health in your body. Do it for that. You are doing the absolute right thing to get it checked, better to see to it asap than not. If your mind does go automatically to the worst, then consider (in the worst case) that early detection really means the mildest treatment. And again, if your mind dives down towards the dumps, then start to think of and trust in today's medicine (breast cancer is the most survivable form of cancer today) and also trust in the legion of sisters before you. And I see you like your stats and percentages, so also hold onto them as you await for your appointment and diagnosis. Hugs and love and light to you. Keep us updated, hon.
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