Hi Amy , I totally understand how you are feeling . I had DIEP reconstruction in August. Prior to to date the breast nurse at the hospital went through every single detail of the procedure and recovery which included all the worst case scenarios eg infection, tissue failure and the fact I’d feel like I’d been hit by a bus . Whist necessary , it made me nervous . When in hospital the team talked me through everything and I got a chance to tell them my fears about anaesthetic (and waking up!) which they explained how much you are monitored and it’s not going to happen . I was taken to theatre and after a few mins chat and prep the next thing I knew I was woken up 9 hours later . The bus didn’t hit me , I was in no pain ,(the meds worked well) , I was looked after and recovered well . when you get to the hospital you will be nervous but ready to get it done . I hope this helps you, knowing your fears are natural but you will have specialists taking care of you the whole time . Good luck x
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