@landgirl Hello - I’ve not read all the posts yet but yours caught my eye. The guilt is terrible isn’t it but it really isn’t our fault that we got ill. I’m also a mum and felt so awful and guilty for inflicting my breast cancer diagnosis & treatment on everyone. I want to be there for my kids and protect them not expose them to the fall out of a cancer diagnosis. However, there’s not much we can do - it is how it is. The main thing is making the most of each day, being thankful for small mercies & remaining positive (or meddling with our brains that we can be optimistic of no reoccurrence). it all takes time…… time to digest, time to think over, time to get better, time to mend physically & mentally and time to just enjoy being once again. Wishing you all the very best in this journey.
... View more