@ali 3.141592 Thankyou for your reply. Maybe it shouldnt but your reply made me smile. I imagine I will be exactly the same. I am 99% absolutely fine, but some days I cry over nothing and 5 minutes later I am totally fine. I wonder how I will be when it all actually starts.... Well, I am HR at my company so I will just do as I please Haha! I work for a really close friends company so I know there will be no issue but I dont want to seem like I am taking advantage, and tbh I need the money, even though I really do think they would still pay me, if that makes sense. I havent 'come out' yet either really. People at work know because of the million appointments I've had but not many other - I feel like once people know thats all you become, and I dont want that. I'll bear in mind about the pharmacy - I never really anticipated all of the pills etc. Think I'm a little naive about it all - I'm kind of a 'need to know' person - cross that bridge etc etc haha Really do think I will find solice in you guys on here though - I dont like to burdon people with my worries really. Hope you're having a good day today - thanks for replying again xxxxx
... View more