Taking deep breaths and trying to stay calm and positive. Diagnosed birads 5 on September 7th, confirmed cancerous on September 14th and told fairly immediately surgery will be October 5th....OMG!! That is in 2 days!! I didn't have a whole lot of time to wrap my head around the idea of cancer and I will be operated on in 2 days. We live an hour and a half drive away from the hospital so we'd planned on a hotel room for 2 nights (the night before surgery and the night after). The doctor tells me it is a very small lesion, don't worry, it will be fine but I notice on my Consent form it says Auxiliary Dissection if necessary. What??? 🙄😖 If they find more cancer, the surgery is longer and they take out more, more complicated??? Little things flit through my mind as I pack in preparation. Do I bring deodorant as I might not be able to lift my arms? Shampoo??? I can't shower soooo.....Who cares and who will see me anyways except my husband of 20 years who won't care. Button up blouses...bought 4 second hand. I intend to burn those suckers when this is all over! What are the chances I can walk out of the hospital the same day??? Trying to be positive but panicking somewhat! 😱😥 Also retired to a Spanish speaking country and have discovered that although I can do general conversation quite well, my medical Spanish is at ground 0. When panicked and nervous even general conversational words escape me. I went for a 72 hour covid test and didn't even understand when they called my name! 🤦♀️🤷♀️
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