Hi, have just been diagnosed with breast cancer and have been told it is treatable. Am having MRI on tuesday - so will know a bit more then. The whole thing seems very surreal and it doesn't help that things were not great for me before all this (separating from partner) . I am also still smoking and drinking as it is a comfort but i know i should stop but feel really down and unsure about future. Does it get any easier? I feel like i'm in a big black hole and can't get out.
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