Hi janeRA
I have just thought to have a look round the forums today after a long time away and found this thread that so fits with my current thoughts. My dx was Oct 30th and I find that pink oct starts in late August and goes (on and on...) and I find it quite stressful and distressing at times. I also have mycheckups around now, plus i have some recon stuff going on so when it might have actually slipped my mind it is difficult to see so many mentions of it around the place. i cannot just sit down with a trivial magazine- sometimes i like to worry about trivial c*** like whether i should be wearing a pencil skirt this season or a different colour of lipstick, it is a pleasure to "enjoy" that level of worry and pretend that all my worries are that size - only to have some Pink stuff and BC hype all over the place. I feel like staying in til the end of october and its all finished.
I approve of money going to BC charities, but i dislike the media spin. I dislike the way they oversimplify and talk of the "Allclear"
A few weeks ago i was talking to a young woman who was a few days away from finishing radio after chemo and a mast and had just found out there was no AllClear! How cruel is that!
I think i am angry about it because it makes BC sound such a doddle and then other people think my attitude incomprehensible and "wrong" (maybe i should just be positive and all would be Ok!)
The Norton book sounds good so i ordered it straiht away.
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