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Hi Everyone Im trying to catch up with all the post i never seem to be well these days one infection after another in bed with chest infection this week Hope you all well Tracy xx ... View more

Hi Everyone im back i couldnt get on for a while then i had a bit of a melt down all treatment done now im feelingalot better sorry not been around hope i can hop back in the warren and catch up with everyone i need to try and catch up i hope everyone doing well Lots of love Tracy xxxxxx ... View more

hi everyone The tax truck has hit feel really tired sore eyes intergestion i wont go on Hope all well Will check in later Weary Tracy xxx ... View more

hi everyone I FINALLY DONE IT LAST TAX UNDER MY BELT THANKS FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT WITHOUT YOU BUNNIES I WOULD NEVER HAD GOT THROUGH THIS I FEEL OK TODAY BIT TIRED Sameelee well done you did it girl you be proud Will be back later when feeling a bit more awake Tracy xxx ... View more

why cant i sleep oh yes them dam steroids having chemo in 4 hours i havent been to bed so sat eating ... View more

Hi Everyone Margie im so sorry about your mum sending you a big hug xxx Well bunnies i got up today and told myself pull yourself together im on my last chemo tomorrow you can do it and i feel alot more positive we are really down at moment hopefully when we all finishes we can become jolly bunnies and when we meet up it will makes us all jolly pixie i would like a double room if possible when we go away my oh is going to drive me there and stay over hope its not messing you about ive started looking for my bunny present and just ordered my flashing bunny ears off ebay im really excited you have to have things to look forward to Christine ive got some new eye drops and they have really helped they are called chloramphenicol and they are realy good hilary loving the spa today just what i needed can smell the oils but my floating bed keeps sinking it must be the stone and a half ive put on but really feel relaxed shut my eyes and im there Little chick hope you feel happy soon big hugs xx Elaine think positive we are going to have a long healthy life now all of us Love to all good luck all being jucied this week and well done to all that have finished Tracy xxxx ... View more

Hi Been to hospital today bloods ok so chemo going ahead on thu but not sure if i can do the last one im so washed out and tired and dont want anymore poison Elaine i think we have all had enought lots hope it never returns for any of us hope you feel better soon i know how you feel Margie sorry about your mum it must be hard for you Love to all sorry short no energy Tracy xxx ... View more

just off to bed thought id check in feeling ok today but think i have an infection in my eye it is yellow gunge coming out Margie so glad your back ive missed you never be alone we are all in this together we are nearing the end of this journey but we will be friends for life im with you i cant wear makeup or false eyelashes eyes running so bad pixie glad you having a good time in caravan Hope all bunnies are smiling we are nearly at the end sorry it short just cant see very well Tracy xxx ... View more

Hi Everyone Elaine thanks for advice on burn like marks mine look horrible i will tell onc on tue hope you get to you look good course its really good and it will cheer you up Sara12 hope you feel better soon it horrible feeling so tired especially when sunny there lots of bunnies feeling yuk hope you all pick up soon Im feeling ok but i really dont want to go on thu i wish i could give up but know i have to do it spent most of day watching olympics really enjoying it just getting ready to watch becky Addlington as you comes from mansfield where i live have a good night Tracy xxx ... View more

Morning all Im feeling so well but runny eyes are making me mad they wont go away and i cant see a thing Southport Im glad you mention your vein i have same it looks like ive burnt myself was going to ask onc on tue these horrible se ive had enough of them Pixie have a good time in caravan im off in 3 weeks and cant wait counting the days to get to seaside and eat donuts candyfloss why does it always turn to food with me everywhere i go i plan what im going to eat ive put a stone and a half since being diagonosed Have a good day tracy xx ... View more

Hi just popping in from April thread jelly when i shaved all my hair off it relived my scalp of all the pains i didnt do it that short at first i hadnt sleapt with pain of my scalp it was sad to lose it but once i shaved i felt alot better i was sick of hair being everywhere Hope you are all doing well and dont have to many se Love Tracy xxxx ... View more

Wendy i will try anything its making me so grumpy xx ... View more

Morning all Thanks for eye advice can some one tell me name of eye ointment i see onc on tue so going to ask my eyes will not streaming and very sore Elaine well done for finishing so sorry it was so long and bad for your last one and i pray your hair will be fine im sure it will but on a bright note you done it well done i hope i can force myself to go on thu i really dont want to Hilary glad your feeling more like yourself you do cheer me up with your spa post i sit and dream im there Southport good luck with rad appointment my specialist was really good made me feel so at ease and explain everything so well and it sounds alot easier than chemo i think we can do anything if we get through chemo Little chick good luck with bone scan im looking forward to olympics something new to watch Sara12 hope tax truck dont hit to hard enjoy your visit i cant wear eyelashes as my eye just keep running and then end up on my chin and look like ive got a beard Natalie good luck with tax 5 hope it isnt to bad Good luck to everyone else being juiced Tracy xxxxx ... View more

hi Everyone Im back not been on for a few days not felt bad but sore eyes i cant really see they wont stop running cant concentrate on anything had cold eye patch on them any one got any ideas on what i can do or use to ease the soreness and stop them running just caught up with all the post well done to all the bunnies that have done chemo im so proud of you i have my last one next thu and really dont want to have it i know i have to but it doesnt make it any easier Elaine hope your last chemo went ok and you should feel proud you have finished it Mary well done for going to work Pixie hope your ok after fainting in waitrose you have had some bad se effect I got my appointment for my rad planning August 15 and shouls start beginning of sept and im having 23 rads 15 whole breast and 8 to tumour site Love to all Tracy xxxx ... View more

Hi Everyone I had a good weekend feeling ok just really sore eyes and big red sore cheeks my little boy had his football presentation on sunday and he won 7 awards including footballer of the year i waso proud of him he has such a good year he has also been choosen to do trials at derby football club in september im the proudest mum ever to finish the evening the manager did a long speech about battling on the field and this person had been battling all year and presented me with a big bouquet of flowers i was so moved how people care about what we are going through As for how we look i dont know who i look like no eye lashes big red cheeks no hair it takes me so long to get ready to go out but i hope i will look the same as i did before im 37 but look 67 at moment hope all doing well well done to those who have finished i cant wait to finish Tax 5 has defo not been as bad as tax 4 but it couldnt have got any worse my hands are peeling really bad this time Hope you all enjoying the sunshine Tracy xx ... View more

Hi Everyone Still feeling ok apart from i have bites all over my bald head the cheekey midge got in my wig and left me with 30 plus sore bites so itchy i wasnt happy Wendy i had like electric currents going through my body after having tax 1 it was horrible i can say tax 2 was no where as bad i had aching pains but it didnt last as long hope you feel better soon Southport sent you a pm glad your feeling perky lovely soup Hilary another lovely day at spa i look forward to it Pixie glad your not feeling to bad you have done so well with your happy bags Margie i agree its lovely to have some nice weather ive been out in garden had a bbq for our tea it was lovely Quick question i have red cheeks since i had tax 5 last thu so just over a week is this normal it looks like im having a hot flush hope all are well and se effect free Tracy xxx ... View more

Morning all I had another good night sleep and feel quite well today already hoovered up and down washed kitchen floor and now decide i feel tired again so going to curl up and watch daytime tv for a bit . My little boy loved it yesterday and was really surprised last day at school for both my children and im really looking forward to 6 week holidays having them around will be nice we are going in caravan to ingoldmelles in august for a week so i have lots to look forward to Pixie im glad you are resting even if you have had to be tied down im really looking forward to meeting you and all the other bunnies we are going to have a fab time Vanns sorry tax truck is trying to join you hope it doesnt get bad for you Natalie hope you had a good night and your chest infection gets better soon Mary sorry you have been through alot im sure you have better things to come sending you a virtual hug Elaine sorry you cant sleep im opposite i cant stop sleeping if i sit down i have a little snooze hope it gets better tonight with your extra tablet Southpool hope the tax truck miss you and dont stop Love to all bunnies Tracy ... View more

Morning all the tax truck has left for good yipppppppeeeee i feel ok today i was all excited about 11.30 and 4 chat and blow me down i slept all through the night thats why i probably feel so bouncy well today im going to go shopping that always cheers me up and at 3 my little boy has got a red hummer picking him up from school so he will be excited its got a disco on board i want to go but decided 7 young boys is germs paradise so my friends going with them All this talk about chips is making me hunger what time do chips shops open im might have some for lunch Hope all the bunnies who have been jucied are feeling ok Im loving the campo spa experience i want to be booked in everyday Well done pixie you have done it it must feel good to know you havent got to have anymore hope you not feeling to bad Elaine hope you got a good nights sleep it does make you feel better Love to all Tracy xxx ... View more

Morning Everyone Im feeling a little bit happy today dont know why i woke up i felt happy its my wedding anniversary today 14 years and never a cross word well a few and oh is working away so mum and dad bless them are taking me out for tea. Leavers service went well yesterday i felt so proud of my little boy then to top it off my little girl got 1st 2nd and 3rd in her sports day so was proud again a good day all round Good luck pixie Rachel and vanns will be thinking about you all Elaine im going to try eye lashes i feel lost with out mine thanks for advice will up date you with outcome Natalie hope you are feeling better and your cold go quick good luck with scan today Vanns you made me laugh them steroids give you lots of energy Hope everyone well Speak soon Tracy xxxx ... View more

Morning everyone Feeling a little better today got up and had a soak in bath and feel ok going to my little boys leavers service today its is last week at primary school he is playing the eucalaylee to let it be( i dont think thats how you spell it small guitar ) so quite emotional bet i will sit and cry all the way throught he has gone this morning really nervous also my oh working away for 3 days so feel a little bit sad but then my mum rang and said shall we have take away tonight so i feel better now Margie i get a sore throat after tax i have been sucking manuka throat lonzenges and they have defo helped also i think my new mouth wash has eased it as well its difflam hope you feel better soon Elaine my eyelashes are nearly gone i could do with false but have always found them so hard to put on any tips for putting them on Hilary Bunny Rescue Project is making me feel better sat with my eyes closed feeling the sea breeze wishing i was there Have a good time with your sister Hope all other bunnies ok Lots of love Tracy xxx ... View more