My fiancé got a little bit upset last night. Think he's been putting a brave face for me. He is so positive and hasn't allowed himself not to be, that's just his character until last night when said he I would have preferred him to come, he said he would come but I've told him not to, I know how hard it is to get out of his work, I just said that if it was bad and I needed him to be there later in day I'd expect him to come, he said if course, and he doesn't work far from the hospital So thats comforting. I'm so nervous. lumps still there. I keep checking ha x
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