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28-03-2013
05:42
Hi everyone,
Just come back from yet another whirlwind of hospital visits, had a 3d scan ready for my Mx on Tuesday, having a reconstruction from my tummy!!!! Then to get results from sentinel node biopsy, they took 5 out and 1 has come back showing mininal amounts of cancer cells (think thats what she said) they are gonna remove another 6 when they operate on Tues.......... has anyone else had this? What does it mean? I try to take it all in but struggle!!!!!! Looks like I'll be having chemo, I'll take whatever I need to get rid of this nightmare. I'm so scared , I never seem to get good news, was really hoping for clear nodes, desperately trying to hold it together but feels like I'm falling apart!!!! I know that compared to some people I'm probably in a better position but everyone I see my children cry or look worried it breaks my heart! I don't know what the future holds but I'm buggered if I'm gonna let it beat me!!!!!!! Big hugs to all you amazing ladies, together we are strong xxxx
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14-03-2013
09:12
Hi everyone
Looking for some reasurances ,had my results on 13th marchnow have to go back to bc clinic in 2 weeks for lymph node biopsy!!!! Thought I would remember everything I was told but I really can't, I know I'm having a Mx and probably chemo then 5 years of tamoxifen, the cancer is between 24-45mm ........is that big?? Also because of my age (44) and not having gone through the menopause it's feeding off the oestrogen in my body!!!!! On top of that I've had a very snotty nose and a nasty cough for about a month,last night when I got back from the clinic I started to lose my voice, today it's nearly gone completely!!!!! Don't know if it's connected, I've also got a strange kind of pain in my back that feels like something moving around in side it, sorry if I sound like a drama queen but I keep worrying the pain is the cancer That's spread!!!! I am trying to be positive but I'm all over the place at the moment. My consultant told me to carry on with my job (aerobic instructor)as normal but I so worried Ivan stop shaking and having bad thoughts sorry for the rant...... love and hugs to you all Xxxxxxxxxxx,
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12-03-2013
11:16
Results tomorrow and I'm feeling really anxious, I have spoken to friends who all know someone That's had bc and it's been good news for them!!!!! Now I am trying to be positive but I keep thinking that surely the law of averages will means mine will be bad news ahhhhhhhh I'm frightened I'll go tomorrow and be told I have the full works and they can't help me...... is this normal???? Lots of love xxxxxx
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10-03-2013
05:39
I Still don't understand all the terminology but I'm sure I will get to know it soon enough, I'm frightened of what I'll here and whether I'll understand!!!!! then there's the part of me that doesn't want to hear it (should I wear ear plugs: -( ) Seems like a long dark road ahead, thank God for family and friends!!!! Lots of love xxxx
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10-03-2013
05:36
Amazing news, what an fabulous day for him to make his entry to the world: -) my love and best wishes go out to the whole family xxxxxxx
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10-03-2013
05:29
I have to be honest it really helps hearing from all you amazing ladies and it also means I'm not on Facebook so much lol I also feel like it's consuming my life!!!!! I wish someone would pop up on here and tell us we're all gonna be OK!! The strange thing is I don't smoke, don't drink that often and I work full time as an aerobics instructor.........thought I was invincible!!!!! Always had a dodgy back and bad knees but That's just part and parcel of my job. It really opens your eyes and if I come out of this with full health I will use my job and my time to raise money and awareness of this horrid disease which none of us should have to go through xxxxxxxx
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10-03-2013
03:05
Hi Donna , isn't it just the worst place to be ? Don't know about you but I feel like I'm gonna get the worst news ever ! Is that normal ? Then I start wondering if other ailments I've had have anything to do with it ....has it spread ?????? Ahhhhhhhhh don't you just wanna scream 😞 stay in touch and let me know how you get on , we WILL beat this horrible disease ,positive energy and good vides all round !!!!!! We're not on our own , lots of love and hugs Paula xxxx
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10-03-2013
02:51
Try not to worry , I had pain in mine and an inverted nipple , the doctor refered me but said she didn't think it was anything sinister !!!! At the clinic I was examined by the consultant who found a swelling , I then had a mamagram , ultrasound and puncture biopsy . I was told straight after it was bc now gotta wait till weds for biopsy results . I never thought this would happen to me , but I WILL stay positive and face whatever comes my way , I'm only 44 so like you classed as young . Please stay positive you never know it could very well be nothing , I'll keep everything crossed for you and stay in touch .............big hugs xxxxxxx
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07-03-2013
03:54
Hi there, Thank-you for your support, I'm only 44 so I guess the as s classes as a younger women ! I'm gonna be as positive as I can and fight this all the way more my children than anything!!!!! Just found out my appointments next Wednesday at 3.45 so my countdown begins. Hope you OK and I'm here if you need me xxx
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07-03-2013
02:23
Hi Hun , your condition sounds very similar to mine , I had an inverted nipple and my boob was painful , I went to the clinic yesterday and after an examination , mammogram , ultrasound and puncture biopsy I was told there and then it was bc !!!!!! Gotta go back next week for biopsy results 😞 I am absolutely terrified ,I'm a fitness instructor so thought I was fit !!!!!! Please stay in touch and I wish I could say don't worry but I'm sailing in the same boat so all I'll say is good luck and keep positive ......lots of love xxx
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