Sascha... I'm so sorry you are finding it so hard but once again I agree with all the posts above...
I would like to add that it is important to try and see things in a positive way, I am triple negative which gave me less treatment options, which could be seen as a bad thing but I look at it as a positive... less treatment less side effects!
But you are allowed to have days when your world feels like it is about to end, we all do, just try to make those days fewer.
Myself I had a MX with ANC(1 involved)last march and followed with chemo. the inside of my upper arm and my side are still fairly numb, but I just love the tingle I feel when my husband touches my numb bits.
Good luck and heres to a more positive day for you x
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