I was diagnosed in April 2009, had a mastectomy in May, chemo over the summer and have just finished my Herceptin in September 2010. Instead of relief and euphoria I am feeling completely down and abandoned which I know from reading various posts can be quite normal.
I am seeing a counsellor but just feel so torn about the future. Should I change everything turn my world up side down, move jobs; get rid of husband and generally make the most of what ever time is left. My more rational side keeps telling me to get a grip, but all this does is leave me unable to cope; I keep bursting into tears; feel angry at my husband for not understanding and generally feeling all the balls are falling at once.
I could go on but just wanted to vent some feelings and see if people out there had gone through the same and come out at the end in the same job and marriage intact.
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