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31-10-2010
10:11
hey
your feeling all the emotions most of us pink ladies do. its all a mix of up's n downs.
i wondered if id find the fight in me to beat this, and i have, u will. we all do, we have no choice. its poo wats happening, but take the support u can, and this forum has kept me sane since my dx on 20th sept. cemo starts 2 weeks xx
good luk xx ur not alone x
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31-10-2010
10:11
hey
your feeling all the emotions most of us pink ladies do. its all a mix of up's n downs.
i wondered if id find the fight in me to beat this, and i have, u will. we all do, we have no choice. its poo wats happening, but take the support u can, and this forum has kept me sane since my dx on 20th sept. cemo starts 2 weeks xx
good luk xx ur not alone x
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28-10-2010
05:21
chased hospital today, and my detials hadnt been passed to the cemo section!! 2 weeks after my onc appoinment,
had a chat, i decided not to wait for the fertility chat, im 41 snd havent got kids, but i have to put all my focus on the cemo ect, so if kids for me were meant to be they will come later.
pencilled in a start date of monday 15th nov,, omg
x
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27-10-2010
06:44
hey guys, thanx all for your kind words of support.
what a rollercoaster eh, it seems to be gettign worse the nearer i am to starting it all.
very odd feelings. ones im sure are all normal !!
xxxx
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27-10-2010
06:43
hey fellow pinkies.
dx dcis 20 sept. nodes clear, lump 21mm grade 3, oes weekly pos and her-2 neg
my lumpectomy was nearly 5 weeks ago, and due to havng throat surgery at the same time, my appointment with the onc wasnt until last monday.
a week and a half later im still awaiting an apointment to see the nurses in the garden cemo suite. never mind a start date. plus im supposed to be seeing a fertily guy, thats taking so long i cant see me having time to do anythink there before my cemo starts.
ive been really calm about the whole thing, apart form monday i posted i was really upset, and yeat and today im evil, snappy, tired, cant be bothered to do anythink. did have my hair cut shoirt in prep and i hate it. whats happened to myself!!
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26-10-2010
09:11
hey fellow pink ladies.
i just felt like i needed ro chat,and no one was home. Partner gone to work, his children who live with him, 2 girls are at their moms for half term, and im home alone with the puppy.
ive been doing really well, but sometimes i feel myself waking up knowing in about half hour ill have a major cry. it annoys me, why?? i dont know, i knwo its natural and better out than in, but to me i feel like im letting it all get to me, and thats week and not beng in control.
my mom was diagnosed with bc last xmas, so ive been extra para about my boobie, 3 months ago found a lump, doc and consultnat thought was nothing, turned out to be 21mm DCIS, 4 weeks ago lumpectomy all clear margins, 6 nodes taken, all clear, weekly orgestreon postive, and her-2 negative. im 41, and have no children of my own. 6 x FEC and 15 rads and 5 years tamox to folow, awaiting a date still!!!
i think its the waiting. my life isnt my life anymore, well not the one i know it to be, and it wont be for a very long time. maybe it will never be agaon. im a really postive person, but hen i get these upsets i struggle, and i havent even started the journey yet.
i read the ade edmonson article at the weekend and its really scared me. plus im scared of how people will view mw with no hair.
Iwish i could feel like me again. 😞
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22-10-2010
07:59
thanx suzanne,
nice to know it can be done, i sure i can get through it, well e have to dont we. xx
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17-10-2010
02:54
hey.
sorry to hear you have joined us all.
i was diagnosed 3 weeks ago, after 3 weeks of tests and biops.
some times i actualy forget its happening then wack,, it comes to me like a baseball bat.
i have been using the forum for 2 weeks and am really pleased i have. everyone is so kind and it makes you see that your emotions are normal, and we are just all on the same pink road to help each other.
i see my onc tommorow and will know my treatment plan, its scary but also like prev posts say it lets you know where you are and also a route to follow.
good luck, and hugs xxx
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17-10-2010
11:31
hey guys,
have first appointment with my oncologist tommorow, and for some reason ive woke up really scared and upset. uptill now ive been really calm, well very upset about my hair, but ok about everythink.
for me tommorow is the start of a long pink road, and its unknown and im really scared.
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14-10-2010
06:54
hey all
anyone from Brummy land. im actually live Bromsgrove. so anywhere this sort of area.
be good to maybbe meet for cofee chats ect. xx
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13-10-2010
08:25
hey
ive got a sports bra which is comfy, i cant stand anythink else yet. 2.5 weeks after lumpectomy.
the pain in my arm doesnt seem to be any better, its numb to the elbow, and the armpit is worse. also when i do the warm up excersise i get shooting pains, and every now again it feels liek someone is dropping water on my arm. its worse at night when i try sleeping. i cant beileve this hurts more than my boob!!
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13-10-2010
08:18
has anyone been on these before, i like the sound of it
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12-10-2010
08:28
ill have a look , thanx emma92.
sees like we may be going through stuff at simular times then, ive added you as a contact. keep me posted how u get on xx
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12-10-2010
08:24
thanx weebuns
i have ordered a wig, google it, its called jordin, and is difernet from my hair, as i have mine quite messy funky when i tried a wig on that looked the same, it to me only made me more concious that it wasnt mine, so ive choosen somethink a bit differnt and longer than my hair. my partner wanted to get a pamela anderson one, lol. men eh
it seems that i already have had some great info and support form this forum, and i only joined a week ago, so thanx and its lovely to hear your all doing so well and there is a life after bc.
i am positve and iwont let it beet me, its just surreal, and my life has been changed liek i never imagined. but i willlook at what good can come out of this. xxxx
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12-10-2010
08:13
thanx girls for the posts.
i am very upset about the upcomming loss of my hair, eyelashes ect, and was relaly debating the cold cap, however i made the decesion today im not going to bother. i style my hair with straitners and gel and hair spray, so even if i kept soem of my hair i still wouldnt be able to style it as i do now anyay, so im just gona save myself the trauma of prolonging the cemo sessions ect
xxx
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11-10-2010
11:06
thanx julie . thats all nice to know,
i didnt like some of the scarfs, they just made me look like a stereotypical cancer patent. s got a fab hat for when i walk the dog.
lol xxx
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11-10-2010
09:57
thans girls.
sorry to hear yoru not with yoru partner anymore.
today i went for a wig fitting, at first i got really upset, then as i tried a few more on and saw they looked ok i wasnt too bad, my partner came with me and he was joking and said get a sexy pamela anderson wig! but it looked naff. lol
i ordered a nice wig, same as my hair colour but a different style, as if it was near my own style i would keep seeing it was false, so went for a differnet.
i also brought a nice lacy sleep hat, and scarf style hat, and a hat with a flower on.
xx
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10-10-2010
08:13
hey all.
well im new to the forum, and thanx for making me feel welome.
its all a bit daunting, and im still taking in and understanding all what ive been told. 2 months ago i found a lump. and as my mom had been diagnosed with BC in dec i got it checked. they thought scar tissue but 8 biopsys later proved otherwise. i was down to have a part o my wondpipe removed 2 weeks ago, as i cant breath proply so they managed to get in 2 surgeons and do me two operatins at the same time.
im 41, never had kids, 😞 2 weeks ago had a lumpectomy, and reconstrucion, invasive ductual carcinoma, 6 nodes removed all clear. lump was 21mm, not spread. grade 3, not even stage 1, all cancer removed, hormone receptor is weekly postive. HER 2 Postive but they are rechecking.
going to have 6 sessions of cemo followed by 3 weeks of rads.
what scares me, being sick and not in control. but the biggest fear is my hair loss. how wil i be able to look peopel i care about in the eye, i feel imperfectand like ive let peopel down.. is that mad. ?? im 41, and feel 21 so who has this happened.
i wil cope and i will deal with it, just feels like i have a massive lonely road to walk.
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