Trish, I really feel for you as I remember the same feelings. I had a WLE and sentinel nodes removed in July 2012. I had no spread to my nodes so thought I would get away with rads, tamoxifen and herceptin but on analysis the grade of my tumour (can't remeber size and grade ) just took me into chemo territory and as I was only 44 they wanted to throw everything at it to stop reoccurrence. Like you I'm really not vain but the thought of having no hair and feeling ill for no real reason shook me to the core. I decided that I would take back some control . Before treatment started I stocked up on all remedies such as laxatives, Ginger biscuits etc, immodium and everything that people on this wonderful forum recommended. I went to a really good but not too expensive wig shop and asked for a wig which resembled my hairstyle and colour. When I returned home and put the wig on noone even noticed (and I have a daughter who is training to be a hairdresser!!) so I knew I had a good match. I decided to try the cold cap but with the view that if I didn't like it I would stop as my wig was fine and I was surprised that I was quite confident in it. I still lost about 70% of my hair but the actual cc was fine after the initial 10mins I would forget I had it on. Because my hair went so thin I have worn my wig daily and very few people have given me a second glance. I finished my chemo (6fec) on the 19th Dec 2012 and now have a covering of at least 31/2 inches all over and i think it is about the same thickness as before and I think this is down to the cold cap. I am about to have my first haircut and then my wig will be put away. i know all the words in the world won't make this journey any easier but it really isn't as bad as you think and for me the time has flown by. Good luck and take care
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