Thank you so much Delly. This evening just looking for some comfort on here and there you are. The good that has come of my bad...even though it is hard...is that the trauma of the BC triggered huge historical trauma stuff (car accident). Constant anxiety and hypervigilance etc recurred. But now at last, after many decades of coping and getting by, the wonderful NHS and Onc Psychologist are treating me. I felt very guilty about being psychologically traumatised because so many are coping with far worse physically than me, but now I feel cared for and it is all beginning to make sense. I share this because we are so quick to think we should brave and all that. To all those who have just been diagnosed, above all be gentle with yourself and stay with the people who treat you with kindness. Love all round Jenjixxx
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