Hey naz I was a similar time to you my 5 years in dec. I sometimes wonder what is wrong with me to still b like this nearly 5 years after when some people seem to just move on I had a lumpectomy so luckily didn't loose my breast but I have constant aches and pains in it which prevents normal ( whatever that was ) and looks diffrent I wish I wasn't scared of it coming back iv lost so many loved ones to some sort of cancer but like you some days seem harder than before You sound like a lovely person and you have every right to be angry I guess we don't have a choice anyway but I know I am so grateful to be still here Go get yourself a fab dress and put your lipsy on and hold your head up high !! You are a fighter and just going through what we have makes us amazing !!!! X
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