Good afternoon one and all I haven't been on this site for ages, but having checked our thread thought, for completeness sake, I probably should update you all.So war and peace follows! I had the 2nd mastectomy and double silicone implants on 23 July and as the weeks went by became more and more disappointed. The original (left) side not only looks like a deflated balloon, such that you can see wrinkles in the implant, but the right is much bigger. Consequently, right side fits into bras, left doesn't. It feels like I'm back at school having to stuff socks down my bra, although no point in buying any new ones until this is resolved. Had appointment with PS at beginning of month. Working on the basis that he wouldn't want to leave me looking like I do, decided I would let him tell me what he thought first. He agreed it wasn't very satisfactory and so he's going to some lipofilling on the smaller left side and a bit of an uplift and reduction on the right. There is another problem in that left side's implant has stuck to my skin which is why I am constantly aware of the implant. He's hopeful he can do something about that, and so am I because it's quite uncomfortable. Not going to happen before Christmas, but that's OK. In clothes it's not so obvious I'm quite lopsided. But that means more scars, including two either side of my midriff which is where he'll suck the fat from to fill out the grapefruit! Nice. I've also changed hormone therapy. I'm 64 and so was on Anastrazole. But the SEs were getting more difficult to live with. The joint pain was increasing and spreading from my hands and shoulders to my back, hips, knees and ankles such that walking Daisy was starting to become more of a chore than a joy. The mood swings and constant irritability were dreadful. Finally, in August I rang my BCN for the first time since this all began and asked for help. I've been on Tamoxifen for nearly 6 weeks and already feel so much better. Joint pain is receding and moods are stabilising, so fingers crossed. I expect you all know the difference between the two therapies but I had to look them up. Hopefully I can stay on Tamoxifen. To sum up then, I'm waiting for another round of surgery, albeit on a much smaller scale, but generally am feeling not too bad. I'm not sure energy levels will ever recover so I do have to pace myself, but that's a small price to pay. My stepkids are now launched on an unsuspecting world, daughter working in a spa on a cruise ship in the carribbean until next June(!) and son is nearly four weeks into his first job as a civil engineer. I have a lot to be thankful for. NetteW glad to hear about your ongoing recovery and haircut. Brilliant. We had a week's holiday in Menorca in September. It was fabulous, and very hot. Am planning to go back next year. Orangecat I'm sure it feels very strange not to be going back to the hospital, especially after more than a year. You'll soon get used to it! I found the 5:2 fasting diet amazingly effective and once I got into the swing of it, very easy. In fact OH and I still do it once a week to maintain, and it really works for us. I hope all is well with Julie, Bumble and the rest of the July Junkies. You all made what was a horrible scary time more bearable. Lots of love xxx
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