Although i havent posted for a while i have read some posts on my phone
Congrats to all those who have finished treatment, I love to hear some people have managed to get back to work, that is something i am looking forward to, probably till i get there and will prob be like I was never away.
Congrats to Megsmum, being a grandmother must be fab what a nice thing to happen for you
Thanks to all of you who have inquired after us absentees
I have only 2 more rads to complete my 25 sessions. As you all know it is time consuming and as I have alsohad to get to different hospital every week to see oncologist It has been a long process.
My axilla (armpit) is a mess has broken down and I have dressings to see too twicea day as well as underneath my breast. They are very painfull at night and my breast looks a mess. My nipple is darkand breast very red. I am fair skinned so other nipple very pink think I am gonna look a sight for sore eyes. Hate not being able to wear a bra, i am a bit busty for wearing just a camisole with hidden support. But nearly there. good thing inseeing onco every week he listens to chest and checks everything out, but fed up of constantly being examined
although my son is recoveering quite well from his thrd neuro surgery unfortunatley my daughtr in law has given up on him and has lead us all a dance. I no longer feel proud to call her daughter. I accept she doesnt want to do it cos its hard but cant help feeling angry by some of the awfull things she has done. For example having a tatto onher wedding ring finger and putting her ring on the otherhand and often staying out alll night at nightclubs and gaining attention for herself whilst trying to convince people that he is disabled when he clearly isnt he is doing so well and looks after himself well. Anyway enough about that I have cried rivers and now needto gain control of my emotions.
I found the worst part of the radiotherapy is the lack of dignity, staff walking into roomwhilst you are undressed, especially whilst having dressings, i will need to point out to them this not only breaches dignity but contravenes their infection control poilicies.
Opps sorry not a very jolly post, see thats why i havent posted dont like being a boring moanie girl,will try to be more captivating next time I post
Love to you allxx
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