Hi ladies ,again I'm sorry but don't post very often,I do keep up by reading the posts and sad that tree are so many new ladies having s rough time!.So sad that Jackie Collins has passed away and when I read that she had had stage 4 for 6 years Aprox just get so anxious ! I've had sec bone cancer for 3 years 5 years since primary and panic about own mortality which I know sounds really selfish ,for which I am sorry! I am lucky as don't have too much pain at present and pretty much get on with normal day to day living ,!with young family I just pretend that all is ok ,but certain times like this I just feel like I'm in panic mode and get so scared that I feel like I'm going to explode.As you brave ladies know we get so used to putting on a front ,does anyone else feel like this ? sorry to just pop up and moan but it's s lonely old place this cancer and I this is such a relief to come here and let it out Thanks Helen 12
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