Hello Rosie, My goodness!!! I so resonate with how you are feeling just now. I too had invasive lobular cancer, and I too had to have a second op due to clear margins not being achieved. I was also told before my second op that I would only require rads, but for me, that changed and I was offered chemo. It was up to me to accept this or go with rads only. After talking things over with family, I decided to go down the chemo option. I can now honestly say that chemo wasn't as bad as I thought, and I've never regretted my decision to go ahead with it. All ll this happened for me in November 2013, and I have just been discharged from my cancer team and feel fab. Going through all this 💩 is so hard, but there is a light at the end of the tunnel!! Hang on in there! Not it sure how big your tumour was, but bear in mind that us lobular ladies normally have larger lumps than ductal ladies due to the fact the they're difficult to detect and don't alway show up on mammos. Sooo, as someone 5 years down the line, I wish you all the best with your treatment whatever it may be. Take care and big hugs, Ann X X X
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