I agree with everything said above. I was where you are just 13months ago. Terrified, depressed, angry,shocked, hysterical, puzzled as to why and relieved it was dcis. it is weird journey and each is unique. In the Jan after my late October op, i drew my breast cancer bead (alla Pandora), it is pale blue, pink, silver and black and reflects all the mood s i went through. you are not a coward but do talk to folk - family, friends and bcnurses. I cried for most of September and October, but those tears were better out than in, and probably just shock. 1year on, still can't believe where i have been,..but it is.and life is treating me as if i am normal again
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