Hi Little P. Sorry for the delay in replying to you, I’ve been going through my own explorations. It’s a difficult time, and you have had a lot to take in, I am also 46, lobular, bone mets to pelvis and clavicle. My “little” boy is a tad older than yours at 20! He is recently engaged to his girlfriend of 5 years, so my hope is I will be here for their wedding. They are both still at uni, so another 3 years... I have been reasonably ok about it all. Partly that’s shock, but I had a primary inflammatory diagnosis, so I was always expecting it to come back one day. However, I got on with life and enjoyed it, and I am hoping I will be able to do the same now. I do cry, but not all the time. I could live 10 years or more, would be a shame to spend them all in tears! do get some professional help. I have had counselling before, and my local cancer charity is sorting me out some now. It will give you space to think and rant and work through things. And do do nice things🙃.
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