Hello Pleasant, you can say what you really feel here as we all completely understand. I was diagnosed with mets to liver, bones and lungs from the start in March last year and felt the same as you. Other than hospital visits, I wouldn't leave the house or see anyone apart from very close family for months, but you will come out of the dark hole you're in now although it won't happen quickly. Take as many positives from this site as you can and don't push yourself too hard x
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