Ok know I am being totally irrational and emotional. But have been told I will be having chemo in a few weeks followed by radio. Ok I get why I need it but am 11 days on from my surgery on both breast lumpectomy on left and wide something on right,surgery went well am recovering. But in the last 24 hours by BCN has rang explaining why etc I get it. But I am totally pushing my husband away he came home from work with a wig from 1 of his clients mother who is also going through breast cancer she thought as I have long dark hair and shes blond I might like the wig I have totally lost it. Feel so un womanly and dont see how we are going to manage a sex life with all of this going on. Just cant get my head round how sex is gonna happen at all when I am bald and going through chemo. I have to be honest and say I am lucky after 30 years of marriage and my husband still enjoy sex still have sex like 4/5 times a week since my surgery we havent I dont feel like it at all. I know this is normal but I am losing it here at the thought of being bald and not having a sex life fgs I know I need man up but I just cant. Please someone tell me these feelings will pass
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