Feeling confused ... I rang the hospital this morning , the oncologists secretary said my results were in but she wasn't authorised to give me them , she said the lead nurse who would deal with them was on holiday, and she would get the oncologist to ring me this afternoon. I immediately rang my docs and asked if they could request the results to be faxed over to quicken the process . She said she would and get a doc to call me this afternoon ... I've spent all day stressing , no call from the oncologist .. My docs rang at 6.30pm , a locum doctor , has no knowledge of my recent appointments at the breast clinic , asked me what I'd had done there and just said the biopsy looks normal .... I asked all 3 biopsys?she said she didn't know and I should wait for the hospital to contact me !!! I asked again for reassurance and she said just says normal !! I don't want to sound ungrateful but did she know what she was talking about ?? I have a lump and thickening axillery nodes ?? Is that normal ?? I asked if there was any follow up will I need more checks , she couldn't say . My other breast isn't the same so I'd say that one was normal !!! I can feel my left breast isn't right ,it's painful , it feels hard at the side near the armpit , lower down from that at 2 o'clock there's a lump ... Is that it ? Will I not need more tests , investigation ? What if it is cancer .. Why have I got something going on with my body which is classed as normal ??? I feel like I'm in limbo still even though ive just been told it's normal !! Am I being irrational ?? Jan x
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