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11-09-2015
06:46
I am safe in a bus, almost home. It was only a panic attack. Merde! They better not start again
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11-09-2015
06:06
No problem, it's just my head that has worked my out in such a state. I f only the bus arrived..
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11-09-2015
05:44
Jill, I feel a bit unwell, I am going home -- but I should be online again by 7pm. Speak later x
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11-09-2015
05:12
Sure dear x i'll probably be still in the office but I shall follow!
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10-09-2015
02:56
My collarbone looks like I've got a hickie from an alien being (and it hurts. My despondency is off the scale. Ladies, at this point I don't even care if I die, as long as I don't have to set foot in a hospital for the rest of my life 😕 When I am done, I'll get so drunk that I'll sleep three days afterwards. Hope you're doing well xxx
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09-09-2015
09:59
Even if it rains, bras burn notoriously well 😉 Wow, I can't wait. Even if i am only assisting in spirit and through the interwebz, even if I have yet another week of rads lite after Friday, it's for me as well the end of an era, in a sense, and a truly cathartic gesture.
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09-09-2015
09:20
fine for me! I will be online from a bar at 7pm. Looking forward to this gesture of life-affirming destruction!
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09-09-2015
08:50
I suggest a little exorcism to accompany the imbibing and autodafé. Maybe throw some garlic in.
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09-09-2015
08:46
Today I had only 2 points irradiated instead of the usual 4. From now on it's gonna be a lite version, i've been told, so this is it. Starting the letrazole on the 23rd, and then it's the rest of my life and remaining alive and healthy it's all up to me. Yes, I am scared, for the moment being.
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09-09-2015
08:41
Jill, you're 110% right. On Friday, I can be online at any time. Evening I may go to the movies but I can accommodate any time (last show is at 23 and anyway I'll be tired and I'll end up going on Sat, I am sure), I am sure. Just tell me the time you prefer and I'll make myself available.do you have a garden? Will you be doing it in the barbecue?
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09-09-2015
08:27
I think having the boob on fire reminds me of that awful time four months ago. Plus, there's one so many visits to the hospital you can make without negative emotions seeping in, and after 23 rads sessions, wishing to be perky and bouncy is probably asking too much.
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09-09-2015
08:08
I so relate, Jill! In these days the goat is back with a vengeance. It's not anymore "ok, we are doing something against the cancer", it's "almost done. And now? What will happen to me?". I am surprised myself. Googling survival rates seemed so passé only one week ago. Am I going mad? Are my cast-iron gonads finally reaching breaking point?
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07-09-2015
08:03
Lol Jill, the right thing would be to drive to the airport, buy a dior fragrance and bring it as the only baggage on a flight to Tahiti. But, as Real Women (®) as we are, we will do what to have to do and somehow still win. xx
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07-09-2015
07:44
Lol, dogs are amazing 😄 I think the worst mistake we can do is asking or waiting for some kind of permission to live. It's such a fallacy. Anyway, went to a John Lewis, had a gander, didn't buy anything but that atmosphere of bourgeois calm and plenty hasn't failed to perk me up. Time to move on for dinner.
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07-09-2015
07:02
I think you're spot on Jill. I am tempted to bang myself on the head like you would do in the hope of fixing a radio, asking my brain to snap out of it. Indeed, it's the knowledge that this chapter, taxing but reassuring exactly because so taxing, will be over soon and soon it will be a matter to learn how to live "normally" again, whilst my tenets of normalcy have taken the battering of a lifetime.
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