6 days after finishing...I've been very up and down. On the physical side, still in some quite intense internal pain and taking ibuprofen, skin has gone bright red under my boob but dark brown in the rest of the rectangle, nipple area very sore. Keep getting waves of 'foggy' sleep. Emotionally, sometimes I feel fine and other times I feel like a wave of depression has crashed over me. I suppose finishing the physical side of ops and rads has now given way to the reality of what has happened in the last 6 months. I think we all need to just accept that what we have been through hasn't been some minor thing we will 'get over' any time soon. It will no doubt be a long haul, a bit like grieving, it's a natural process that we need to go through, over which we have no control. I'm so happy we have each other to talk to! xx
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