Hi Awil, hope everything goes well for you on monday. Sometimes i think we all need reassuring about what weve all been through these last 7 months or so especially by the medical team. I feel like i need them to say yes your all good and its gone , but i know they cant and it does take over my every waking moment. But sometimes i think omg what have i just been through all these months and its a lot to think about. It is so hard sometimes especially as everyone says , "oh you look fab, no one would think youve done 10 rounds of chemo". As much as i know its a compliment and people are being so nice , they havent got a clue what we are going through mentally.... sorry for going off on one !
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