I had my chemo over a year a go then went on to herceptin that was stopped in January this year because I was so ill from it. I was noticeably forgetting stuff but was constantly told by the professionals that it wasnt the treatment. My memory to what it was is awful, although I did go to the doctors for a very short 20 minute test and she said I was normal. Im afraid Im not and to cover up for my total inability to cope with remembering things which includes appointments, doing things with friends, remembering daily stuff, knowing where places are etc, I simply agree with everything people say to me. Then just get totally confused and disorientated. This then leads to a downward spiral as I get so very angry, and cant even remember why. Its a total frustration. Chemo and the hercetin have left me feeling as if I live in this whirl that one day I pray will stop.
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