Hi pineapples, it can feel pretty grim at this part of your "journey" and the fear is overwhelming at times. Just to say that I was were you are at this point last year and it does get "easier" to manage, I had surgery, chemo and rads and have now returned to work and it all feels a bit surreal now. I still have wobbly times but it feels a different kind of wobbly which probably doesn't make sense but it will at a later date!!! Sending a gentle hug your way xxxx
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