@foxgem that has brought tears to my eyes 
. Thank you.
I am so lucky to have a close family and some really good friends for their support. I don’t know why it all seems harder this time around, even before I found out it might have spread, I never cried last time apart from when I had to tell my family, this time I’m crying over the silliest of things, even the story lone on EastEnders lol. I know I will get through this and again it will make me even stronger but the waiting game is so tough at the moment.
Anyway, I hope you are well and thank you for your support x