Dear @magnolia1 as someone in the same age group as yourself, I cannot help but weep when I hear your situation. I hope that you have family and friends giving you love and a lot of support as you face these new challenges. A number of Stage 4 ladies of my acquaintance have found some respite at local hospices which offer treatments and support groups on a day basis. Perhaps that is something to investigate? For what it’s worth, I shall keep you in my thoughts.