Rant away this is what the forum is for. And one tip i was given if you do have any issues of treatment goin forward, check back on similar articles 3 to 6 months prior to your treatment starting, and you may find the answers, plus others who have ‘stood at the top of a hill to scream’ because of the platitudes received.
For one you are not dying, I’m 4 years the other side of treatment and my sister is 11 years in remission. Love and light Moonsox xxx