Hi rsth25. I’m sorry you find yourself here with us. It’s all such a shock, isn’t it? It’s a good thing that everything is done in one day but it is a whirlwind of emotions and fears. Like you, I keep getting little twinges while waiting for results annd more tests. Even though I know there’s nothing wrong with one breast I still get them there which is clearly bonkers. I take paracetamol anyway, and it works lol. You must be very busy with two children. I’m retired and things are less hectic so I have the time to think. Be kind to yourself. In time, it will get easier to bear (even though I know you probably don’t want to have to bear it). I was sent some excellent resources on the emotional impact of breast cancer, by the Breast Cancer Now nurses. Perhaps you could leave a message for them on their bit of the forum?
You will get through this!