2nd mammogram and scared

hi all. ive just passed 2 years since dx and tomorrow have my 2nd mammogram. i feel so scared. i cant remember feeling like this on my first one. thought things would get better as time passes. i will be glad when this week is over. my mum would of been 68 yesterday. its 3 years since she passed away. i was so upset yesterday. fingers crossed. gaynor

Hi Gaynor, sorry you’ve had such a tough week, sending you ((hugs)). Just know that you are an inspiration and hope for someone like me as I am just about to go in for my second chemo session on Thursday and feel like I’m at the foot of the climb, but when I come on this site and see posts like yours and from other ladies “years” down the line, I feel a little more hopeful that I’ll make it to the top! Wishing you all the best and I’ll have everything crossed for you for tomorrow, Simone xxx

Hi Gaynor

Lots of hugs on the rough week you’ve had. I’ve just had my first mammo & like you was all clear; horay. (except they want to do another in 6 months to check a couple of bits of calcifications).

My aunt is about to start chemo as her BC (because she didn’t mention a lump to anyone) not picked up early as mine was on a routine mammo. Already in her liver. My mum is convinced I’ll end up like her so I’m trying to allay her fears for me by trying to get her to focus on her sister.

I feel when you have a loved one also having this horrible disease it intensify’s your feelings and how scared you can be. I’m terrified to be honest that the “calcification” I have is the start of my DCIS coming back & will it be invasive this time.

I’ve been told they are benign & 6 month check is to ere on side of caution but the doubts & fears are there.

I don’t know what time your appointment is; are you getting your results at the time; I hope you are. Please call your BCN for support; and let us know how you got on; so hopefully we can celebrate the good news that for you all is well for another year.

Take care
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Lynne

thanks ladies. last year they told me there and then everything was fine, so hopefully they will do the same tomorrow. my mum battled bc for 17 years. she died from bowel cancer and secondries in the brain. one of my friends has just had her second fec and another friend has just finished all her cemo. good luck to you both with whatever comes your way. gaynor

hi had my mammogram today. they have to compare the mammogram from last year. so it will be 2 weeks before i get my results. but glad it done. gaynor

Hi Gaynor, a 2 week waiting room, yuk, but as you say done now!! will keep everything crossed a wee while longer for you, Simone xxx

hi all sorry its been so long before i came back on. i have been looking after my fatherinlaw who has dementia. my mammogram came back clear my next is in a years time and my check up appointments have been moved to yearly. hope all is well x gaynor