Hi Nanny and Dawn
Nanny, I agree with Dawn, you must tel Onc everything. This might be how things go and if you don’t tell him he can’t make a diagnosis without all the facts. Just get in there, tell him all that has happened and it will help him to sort you out.
Dawn, how are you? I can’t wait for this week to be over, hopefully it will end with good news for everyone.
Changing the subject, I never know where to post things, start a new conversation or post on one already on the go. Had a rough weekend one way or another, I was in one of my “quiet thoughtful” moods last night, couldn’t sleep, and was thinking of everyone I talk to on here, thinking of my Dad, thinking of my son and hubby, in the end got quite miserable thinking what on Earth have we done to deserve all this. We all continue with our day to day lives and yet have huge burdens resting on our shoulders and yet we carry on to the best of our abilities. Some people have nothing significant to worry about but moan constantly about their lives, do they not realise how lucky they are. Sometimes I wish I could just write down everything I am feeling physically and emotionally and stick it under their noses and point out to them that they should be enjoying their lives now whilst they can, they don’t know what’s around the corner. Then when I think that, my problems are nowhere near as bad as some of you lovely ladies out there and yet at the mo I am feeling really down and need to get things off my chest - when I read it back to myself I think goodness, stop being melodramatic and get on with things. Hard when your’e scared and miserable.
I always try and post things on here in a cheerful and happy way but just recently everything has been going wrong and I can’t seem to pull myself out of it. Have hurt my shoulder badly, don’t know how, having trouble lifting my disabled son, doctor changed my calcium tablets (Alendronic Acid) and have had such a rotten tummy since last Thursday, feeling sick, upset stomach, pain, wind, and soon soon as I eat something feel full up. Hubby thinks its because I am under so much stress with my dying Dad - life sucks at the mo.
Sorry, promised myself I wouldn’t complain on here and to give everybody my love and support, still do that, but at least I have said what I needed to say.
Come ladies, give me a kick up the backside, tell me to stop feeling sorry for myself and that there are so many of you in a much worse position that me.
Love you all
K